Loneliness

the scaries things in the world
is not a death, but the loneliness
death just ends by death
and evertying stops there

the whole nerves of the body
stop and get hard after death
it won't be able to feel anything
even the loneliness and my existence

when the loneliness gets bigger in my heart
and the pain gets worse and worse
the whole nerves get loosen
the body weight gets heavy and heavier

i found myself inside in an empty room
silence makes the loneliness crueler
i try to get myslf out of that silence
with all of my strength and all of my will

if i cannot get me out of this silence
i finally would rather choose death
because after death
i won't be able to feel anything

i won't be able to feel...
any more loneliness and the emptiness